Ive been trying to name my feelings when I wasnt sleeping through depressive episodes during this september and I think the best I can do for now is shocked. Im shocked at where I am in life, not that I had any idea that I would be here, I didnt think I would reach 40 because of the complicated life Ive lived, so I never planned past 35 and when 35 got here, I was in my second year of disability.
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Ive been trying to name my feelings when I wasnt sleeping through depressive episodes during this september and I think the best I can do for now is shocked. Im shocked at where I am in life, not that I had any idea that I would be here, I didnt think I would reach 40 because of the complicated life Ive lived, so I never planned past 35 and when 35 got here, I was in my second year of disability.